If I Could – Jordan~Jay (Produced By ~Jay) ==Verse One== It Was Suppose To Be Joyous But I Couldn’t Be Happy I Mean How Can I Be Happy When Something Is Obviously Missing But What I Mean To Say Is That I’m Missing My Homie From The Last Time We Spoke, Till They Walked Him Away See I Did The Best I Could, Trying To Hold It Together But There Is Only So Much That One Man Can Muster So I Must Apologize For All The Tears That I’ve Cried And I’m Sorry For Not Being At Your Side At For Your Demise Even Though That We Didn’t Always See Eye To Eye If I Could Go Back In Time, I’d Love To Say Goodbye An- Take That 45 Minute Drive, With You For The Last Time So That I Could Keep That Moment In My Mind For The Rest Of My Life To Balance Out The Picture Of The First Shovel Of Dirt And If You Haven’t Been In My Shoes, Then You Don’t Know How Much This Hurts Because Burring A Brother, Is Something That Time Can’t Heal You See This Time I Have To Keep It Real, And Show You All The Pain I Feel ==Chorus== If I Could Turn Back The Hands Of Time I Would If I Could Trade Places With You I Probably Would If I Could Erase Away Their Pain I Defiantly Would And If I Could Do Anything To Get You Back I You Know That I Would If I Could Turn Back The Hands Of Time I Would If I Could Trade Places With You I Probably Would If I Could Erase Away Their Pain I Defiantly Would And If I Could Do Anything To Get You Back I You Know That I Would ==Verse Two== See There’s Not A Day That Goes By That I Don’t Think About You All The Struggles And Strife And The Trouble We’ve Got Into All The Chicks That You Ran Though And Never Called Back Everything About You Is A Memory In My Not To Distant Past See I Try To Keep In Touch With Ya People To Keep Your Memory Alive But Every Time I See You Grandmother I Almost Break Down And Cry Because I Know I Don’t Reach Out To Her As Much Like I Could Shit The Whole Labels Heartbroken, I’m Faking It When I Tell Her I’m Good When The Truth Is, Some Day’s I Don’t Know How I Do This Without You And It Tears Me Apart Just To Listen To Breathe Easy Without You So Far I Can’t Bring My Self To Rap Over Anything I Produced For Your CD And I Can’t Help But Think That The Way That It End Had Something To Do With Me I’ve Been Assured That That’s Not The Case, But I’m Not Sure I Believe So I Pray That You Got To Where You Needed To Be With God Speed I Can Feel Presence So I Know That You’ll Always Be There For Me And I Pray That You And My Grandparents Will Be Watching Over Me ==Chorus== If I Could Turn Back The Hands Of Time I Would If I Could Trade Places With You I Probably Would If I Could Erase Away Their Pain I Defiantly Would And If I Could Do Anything To Get You Back I You Know That I Would If I Could Turn Back The Hands Of Time I Would If I Could Trade Places With You I Probably Would If I Could Erase Away Their Pain I Defiantly Would And If I Could Do Anything To Get You Back I You Know That I Would ==Verse Three== See I Wish I Could Take It All Back, But I Wouldn’t Though Even Though I Know It Was Good Just A Year Ago We We’re Tighter Than Brothers, You Know Brothers From Other Mothers And We Tried To Keep The Bullshit Away From One Another That’s Why It’s So Hard To Believe That You’re The Angel Amongst Us Because We Never Thought About The You Not Being Amongst Us We Just Worked On The Side, As We Kicked It Real Hard But We Would Have Kicked It Even Harder, If I Would Have Known There Was No Tomorrow I Would Have Recorded Every Second To Cover Every Moment Of Sorrow I Would Have Taken A Few More Minutes To Cover All Of Our Bases And When I Look Back On All Of Our Problems Seem To Be Really Basic That’s Why I Haven’t Wasted A Single Day Since, Because I’m Going Do What Ever It Takes To Make Sure That Your Memory Lives On Making You Live A Life After Death, We’re All Sad That You’re Gone Because You Left Before We We’re Ready To Say Goodbye So Keep An Eye On Us As We Work Through The Days Of Our Lives ==Chorus== If I Could Turn Back The Hands Of Time I Would If I Could Trade Places With You I Probably Would If I Could Erase Away Their Pain I Defiantly Would And If I Could Do Anything To Get You Back I You Know That I Would If I Could Turn Back The Hands Of Time I Would If I Could Trade Places With You I Probably Would If I Could Erase Away Their Pain I Defiantly Would And If I Could Do Anything To Get You Back I You Know That I Would