Family Affair – Full Fam ==GhOsT== I Tell Myself Every Day To Walk Into The Light But I End Up Breaking Down And Asking For The Knife I Don't Want To Be On My Knees Waiting To Bleed But I Feel Like It's What I Really Need In Order To Breath Properly So I Can Overcome What I've Become. And What I've Become Is Absolutely Nothing I Don't Know Who I Am Inside I Don't Know What I Want From This Life I Don't Understand What's Going On In My Mind And I Don't Understand Why Why Do I Throw These Friendships To The Waste Side So Many Times I Grab On For Dear Life And I Change And I Lie So They Stay The Night And I Push So Hard Sometimes And We Fight But That's Because That's Not Who I Am Because That's Because That's Candid From Even The Fam I Don't Even Have A Hand In My Plan It's Limited But I Do What I Can ==Amour== There Are Times, I Sit Back And I Realize... That Most My Family Has Already Gotten Things Right... They Tell Each Other The Gods Truth No Matter The Pain... But Me, I Just Can't Bring Myself To Do The Same... "But I Don't Wanna Hurt Feelin's" Is What I Tell Myself.. Instead I Just Keep How I'm Feelin To Myself... So Some People Walk All Over Me, I Call Em Friends When The Truth Is, They Wont Be There In The End... But That's Changin, Today I Finally Got It Right... I Hope This Doesn't Make You Wanna Come To Me And Fight... Hope You're Ready, Cause Here It Comes... This Ain't The Last You've Heard Of Me, I've Only Just Begun ==O’Really== I’m Mad At The World, I’m Mad At Those Who Don’t See What I've Been Through In My Life And The Man I’m Tryin To Be But Most Of All I Guess I’m Mad At Myself For The Choices That I’ve Made Because Its Damaged My Health But I Continue To Do The Same Thing And Its Got Me Headed Nowhere Why Don’t I Change The Thought In My Brain Maybe It’s Just That I Don’t Care The Nicotine Is Killin Me, And The Girls They Keep On Hurtin Me Maybe I Could Change If I Would Listen To My Family Why Do I Think The Way I Think, And Think They’re Out To Get Me Maybe I Smoked To Much Weed And My Minds Just In A Frenzy In My World God Is Non Existent, That’s Cuz He Never Listened And I’m Not Out To Destroy Myself, But Someone Punch My Ticket Because The World Is Too Cold This Aint How Life’s Supposed To Be I Could Spit It To Them All Day But They’ll Never Understand Me And Ill Never Make A Difference Cuz I’m A One Man Army And The War Better Kill Me Because The Battles Already Scared Me. ==Jordan~Jay== Now Press Pause, I Need To Give You A Moment Of My Life I Need A Moment To Relax, A Sight Seldom Seen In My Life See I’m A Different Individual, Half Of The Time That You See Me But When You Pick Up My Albums, You Pick Up A Big Chunk Of Me Now Do You Listen To My Music Or Do You Just Skim Through It I Used To Be Offended When You Didn’t Buy, But Now I’m Used To It There’s No Accounting For Your Taste, Or The Quality Of Music They Just Don’t Get It, This Is Really My Life Put To These Music So Ask My Momma What I’d Be Without My Headphones Blaring See Her House Just Isn’t A Home, Without These Basement Speakers Blaring Obstinacies And Cleshays, By These Undergrounds Artists But I’m Doing It My Way, Sinatra Style, I’m Perfectionist, And An Artist So Now I Hope That You Can Forgive Me For All The Mistakes I Be Making All The Bridges That I’ve Burned And All The Missteps That I’ve Taken For The Sake Of Trying My Patience, They Keep Tearing Me Down We Keep Bumpin Heads In Altercations, But I Stand My Ground Now Weither Or Not They Decided To Stay, Lose The Few Keep The True It Comes With The Territory, Once Again Me And The Boys Are Fighting Over Nothing I Say My Piece Then It’s Silent, But Wish I Wasn’t Right Again I Wish It Could All Be Simple, But I Guess I Needed Something To Write Again So I Apologize For Being Egotistical; See I’m Too Used To The Praise So Now I’m Putting My Work In, In The Background Just To Gain Them Praise This Is Not Self-Sacrifice, Bring Up Those Around Me, Is The Purpose To My Life Now Press Play, I Need To Keep It Moving, So Follow Me Though My Life, Good Night